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Number of years, I believe it
was at Welch published a book on marriage
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and the title was what did you
expect? And anyone who has been married
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any like of time discovers the realities
of being married to a center. That's
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a good question. What did you
expect? Certainly not what Hollywood promises,
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because marriage is wonderful that it's filled
with some rude awakenings. But expectations are
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an issue. Why aren't they?
Expectations are always with us, whether when
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I get married or when I finally
have children, or when I find my
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ideal job or when I go to
visit the doctor. Sometimes we go to
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visit the doctor and expect them to
be a miracle worker. We had a
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family friend many years ago who had
some significant illnesses and he went to the
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doctor dozens of times and on one
of those later visits he looked at the
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doctor he said, look, I've
been coming to you for two years and
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you haven't figured out what's wrong with
me. Well, the doctor was a
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guy with lots of experience. He
said follow me and he walked him out
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of the exam Roum down the hall
and it was office and want to sit
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down right there and he said,
look around. There were diplomas on the
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wall and certifications. He said,
you see anything there about making you better?
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Well, what was he doing?
He was adjusting expectations. We have
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expectations about the Christian life, yes, we do, and many years ago
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J I packer said the one of
the most popular ideas is what he called
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hot tub religion, that the Christian
life is a soothing, bubbly, relaxing
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experience. Oh, contray, we
may say. Scripture is remarkably clear and
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consistence about what I'm to expect on
this path of following Christ until the day
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that that journey is over. Because
if I if I have been fully accepted
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by God through Jesus death for me, and that that is what justification is,
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fully accepted, all conditions met,
then I can expect after that that
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my God and father is going to
take me into a lifetime of training,
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of exercise. Yes, he accepts
me as I am, but he has
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no intention in his holy goodness to
leave me as I am, because I
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must learn to walk with him.
Or, as a shorter catechism puts its
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sanctification as a work of God's spirit
by which we die more and mortisan and
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live more and more to righteousness.
And that's what he does, God's the
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expectation of the Christian life is that
God will lead me on a path.
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It trains me to walk by faith. Now, that's a nice phrase.
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We walk by faith through sure rolls
off the tongue easily, doesn't it?
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But it's not so easy to live, is it not an easy matter?
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And it's not an easy matter because
it means relying less and less on me,
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means depending less and less on my
circumstances. It means my happiness and
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peace and joy and endurance have less
and less to do with how I'm doing
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and what my circumstances are and more
and more to do with who God is
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and what his promises are to me. God wants to lead me to look
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away from myself to him, and
that is a work of grace, because
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we are, by the nature of
sin in us, curved in on ourselves.
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That God is determined that that is
what our life will be. He's
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going to guide us into learning experiences, into the kinds of paths that will
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teach us to walk by faith in
him. That brings us to this passage
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in deteronomy. Eight. Deoteronomy is
of course, God's preparation of the second
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generation of the Jews to enter the
land. The first generation failed, wandered
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around the wilderness for forty years until
they all died, which is what they
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wanted. Now they're about to enter
the land and that second generation is being
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paired and Moses calls them on the
plains of Moab, just east of the
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Jordan River, as they prepare to
cross, and Moses will talk to them
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about the ways of God with them
and the Wilderness, and God's ways are
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always the same. The way he
led them in the way he leads us
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are the same, because he's the
same God and we are the same kinds
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of people as the Israelites. So
let me read to you Deuteronomy Eight,
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verses one, two five, the
whole commandment that I command you today.
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You shall be careful to do that
you may live and multiply and go in
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and possess the land that the Lord
swore to give to your father's and you
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shall remember the whole way that the
Lord, your God, has led you
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these forty years in the wilderness that
he might humble you, testing you to
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know what was in your heart,
whether you would keep his commandments or not,
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and he humbled you and let you
hunger and fed you with Manna,
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which you did not know, nor
did your father's now that he might make
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you know that man does not live
by bread alone, that man lives by
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every word that comes from the mouth
of the Lord. Your clothing did not
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wear out on you and your foot
did not swell these forty years. Know
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that in your heart that is a
man disciplines the son. The Lord,
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your God, disciplines you. Well, let's see what we can learn from
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this about how God takes us and
paths to train us on the walk of
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faith. We know as, first
of all, the passage, as the
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Lord leads us. First to all, the way the Lord, your God,
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has led you these forty years in
the wilderness. He led them and
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he leads us with a purpose in
mind. God does not randomly lead us.
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First five says that purpose is to
discipline us, to train us.
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So here's how I paraphrase this.
God custom designs are circumstances and brings us
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into them in order to do his
good work in us. Custom design,
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now that's basically the statement of God's
sovereignty, isn't it? But that's easy
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to say. Isn't it? It's
hard to believe, especially when the circumstances
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are difficult. One of the things
I do as a pastor is conciliation work.
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I've done all this training and I've
got certification and I work with churches
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and members of the churches and conciliation
and mediation and I sit with people and
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hear their stories of conflict and see
the broken relationships and the pain of strain
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and strife. And one of the
questions I ask as I listen just do
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you believe God is sovereign? Oh, oh, yes, yes, they
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always say. Well, do you
believe a sovereign God puts you into diverse
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trials for your good? Oh yes, yes, what do you believe he
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is designed this trial for you at
this time? Well, maybe not,
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maybe not. Connecting the dots between
believing God is sovereign and believing he sovereign
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and this circumstance and this heartache and
this broken relationship. That's different. And
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yet we know from scripture, to
quote the hymn, every joy or trial
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falleth from above. Just what James
says considered all joy, when you fall
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into various trials and eight two he
has led you, is not about a
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general path, but about details.
He took them by the pillar of cloud,
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in the pillar of fire, through
the Wilderness for forty years, located
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them in specific places, sometimes for
a day, sometimes for a month,
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places that God designed for them.
And Moses is saying, remember all those
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places, remember that path. That
was God leading you. Second thing we'd
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see about the passage is is God
leads us in these paths the way I
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would put it, as to see
our emptiness. Notice how he says that
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in verses two and three that he
might humble you, to test you,
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to know it was in your heart. And Verse Three humbled you and let
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you hunger. He humble's. Let's
look at that. He humbled you.
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God led you in a path that
would humble you. Now the idea here
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is a severe affliction, abject poverty. God brings them to a point where
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they have nothing, not reduced savings, nothing. Now why would God humble
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us? Why, it says here, he let them be hungry, not
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skip a meal, but have nothing, refrigerator bear, bank account empty,
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last meal eaten. God humbled them
by letting them be hungry, by bringing
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them into severe affliction. Now why
does he do that? Because God knows,
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and we'll come back to this.
They did in prosperity. You and
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I are generally selfdeluded. We think
we're doing pretty well. As the song
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goes, I've got the world on
a string. Nobody in severe affliction sings
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that song. They sing the songs
when we're doing well. We think we
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got it all mastered and we write
a book on how you two can do
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what I've done to have a mastery
of life, and people believe they can
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master it too, so they buy
the book. Can you make lots of
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money on them? Now, affliction, severe trials humblest. They bring us
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to see that there are times when
we are in over our heads. As
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a matter of fact, they should
bring us to see that all the time
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we are in over our heads.
An old Jewish rabbi was asked once why
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he prays. He says I pray
when I'm in trouble, and then he
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said I'm always in trouble. To
humble them, to test them. That's
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an interesting phrase in it. To
test them, what does that mean?
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Well, what do you do test
for? If you're a teacher, at
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tests reveals what's they're not what is
professed, but what's really there. I
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travel to teacher to school in the
country of Serbia and we give tests and
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the test reveal how much the students
have learned. Every student thinks they've learned
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the material really well until they take
the test and if they don't do well
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in the test, they protest.
No, no, I knew it better
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than that. Results sure don't look
that way, noe. God tests us
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because test reveals reality, and the
test he uses is this pain and pressure.
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Sure, and pain and pressure flushes
out what is true of us.
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Same phrase is used in deter genesis
twenty two. After these things, God
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tested Abraham. Want to see what, why was Abraham's confidence in his promise?
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Exodus Fifteen, God says, is
the be Israelites Begin their wilderness journey.
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The Lord made for them a statuted
and rule, and there he tested
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them. James says that God sends
diverse trials for the testing of your faith.
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What is the reality of my confidence
in God? What is the reality
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of my faith? And that takes
you to the third thing, verse two.
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To know what was in your heart. What does that mean? I
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mean? Doesn't God already now?
Of course he knows. We don't know,
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but he knows we don't know.
So God needs to apply affliction and
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difficulties to a custom designed in order
to test us, in order to reveal
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what is true about us. You
see, we only we only see an
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accept what is true about us under
the weight of immense evidence, and we
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only get at the evidence by God
testing us. Because what I am an
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affliction is what I really am,
what I am in prosperity is not what
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I really am. And See,
all of us have an image of ourselves
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in our minds right and if we
could project that image onto a screen,
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people would conclude its four parts true, three parts wishful thinking into part laws.
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I don't care how far along in
the Christian life you are. That's
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are about the mix and the only
way God can cut through the wishful thinking
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and flush out the lies. As
affliction, he tests us and it reveals
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what we really are. I was
like to say to people my wife and
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I thought we had a wonderful marriage
and excellent communication, and then we tried
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to walpaper a room together. Well, not so much about the marriage,
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you know, we didn't do well
and we both thought we were flexible people
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and then God gave us children.
We weren't patient, we didn't have good
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communication, we were not flexible,
and all got revealed. Israel, escaping
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Egypt, said Oh, Lord,
will follow you wherever you go, will
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make promises, will keep the Covenant. First difficulty came. You brought us
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out here to kill us. So
what was true? Did they trust God
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or not? What was true is
they didn't. And all the blather about,
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Oh yeah, we're all for you, will do whatever you want,
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that was just so much wishful thinking. The truth was when God let them
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be hungry and tested them, their
hearts revealed and they came to see them
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selves whether or not they would keep
his commandments, and they wouldn't. They
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wouldn't. So you might say,
well, this is this, this is
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strange. Does God get some kind
of perverse pleasure about making us feel awful
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about ourselves? Well, some people
would characterize it that way. I don't
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think so. I think God's just
a good diagnostician. He knows that we
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are deceived. He knows that there's
no one we talk to and listen to
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more than we talked and listen to
ourselves, and we know that what we
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say ourselves is generally pulling the wool
over our own eyes. He knows that
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national surveys indicate that eighty percent of
people think they're above average. And that's
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especially true in our knowledge of Him
and our knowledge of ourselves. And so
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God design circumstances to reveal us to
our selves, because we will not be
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saved and we will not learn to
walk by faith until we see ourselves as
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God sees us. And if you, if you look at the life of
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Jesus, you'll find this is the
war between Jesus and his enemies. Jesus
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said, the son of man came
to seek in the save those were lost,
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and they said, we're not lost. They may be lost, but
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we're fine, so they killed him. See, God knows that we need
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affliction to flesh out the reality that's
there. So we will see our desperate
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emptiness and finally, perhaps by His
grace, indeed genuine genuinely by His grace,
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when we're finally running on empty,
we look to him for help.
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Because third, his goal is not
just to show us our emptiness, but
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is infinite sufficiency. Verse Three.
He humbled you and let you hunt,
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be hungry and fed you with Manna. So there they are, at the
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end of the rope. All visible
means of nourishment and water gone, no
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grocery stores and no Amazon delivery in
the side one if you ever, if
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you've never seen the shine I it
makes Yuma look like paradise. There's nothing.
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There might be an oasis here and
there, but certainly a not for
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over certainly not resources for over million
people. And where they are with no
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visible means of support and God feeds
them with man of. The story is
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an ex of the sixteen. It's
a wonderful story. And Mana means.
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What is that? What he says, which neither you know. Your father's
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no, you look at and said, what's that? Manna? So for
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the next forty years, every day
they woke to a thin layer of manna
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on the floor of the desert.
It was like a brand of crackers that
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he describes it in terms that I
don't know, because I don't know what
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coriander is. And every day they
went in and they gathered enough and they
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ate it and were satisfied and they
couldn't keep it overnight and went back to
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zero. The next day they kept
it at rotted no savings alone, except
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on the day before the Sabbath,
and then if they kept it overnight,
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they had enough for two days.
So he tested them, brought them to
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emptiness and poverty so that he might
show them his infinite sufficiency. And even
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in this, when they were tested, they tried to save that rotted and
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they went out on the Sabbath to
look for it and there wasn't anither,
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because they just couldn't believe God was
infinitely sufficient and could care for them a
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day at a time. Now Stop
to think about their life. I like
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to get into the details, sir. For Forty Years in the barren wilderness,
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apart from some oases where they stopped, they lived in immediate dependence on
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the faithfulness and Providence of God,
one day at a time. No savings
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accounts, no refrigerators, no yettie
storage containers like you take camping, except
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for the Sabbath. Every morning they
woke up nothing to eat. Gathered the
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Mana, ate it through the day, end of the day, nothing left
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to eat. Forty years, three
hundred and sixty five days a year.
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Imagine the matter of fact. God
wants some not just a know about manaby
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says in verse four. Your clothing
did not wear out in your foot did
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not swell, I'm going to reverse
the ordinary laws of wear and tear,
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just so you know, I'm God. Imagine where in the same pair of
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shoes for forty years and you look
down on them in the end, the
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fourth years, they look brand new, and your clothing, which, without
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being washed and human perspiration and all
that, would eventually rotten fall apart,
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looks like you just bought it yesterday. Be because God is bigger than the
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laws of decay and the laws of
wear and tear. God can reverse them
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simply by saying so. You See, he wants them and us to know
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that he is, in the words
of Paul, the God who gives life
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to the dead and calls the things
that are not as though they are.
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And the only time you'll appreciate the
fact that God gives life to the dead
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is when you're dead. I want
to know a god gives life to the
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dead. Well, then they're going
to have to die now. I don't
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want to know it that way.
I want to be near death. No,
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that doesn't work that way. I
want to know a god you can
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call into existence out of nothing anything
he wants. Well, that means you're
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going to have to have nothing now. I didn't mean that. Every day
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for forty years, six days a
week, apart from the Sabbath, God
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said let there be Mena, and
there was manna. That was enough,
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because these are his covenant people and
he's not going to abandon them. And
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this is how God works. He
didn't come to Abraham at age thirty and
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Sarah At age twenty one, or
whatever it would have been, and say,
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Hey, you're going to have a
kid now every H'm seventy five.
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Sarah was younger, never had kids. You're going to have you're going to
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have a son. Well, highly
unlikely, but let's wait twenty five years
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and make it impossible. Because Abraham, when you're dead and Sarah, you're
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dead, then I'm going to be
the God that gives life to the dead,
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and I don't. I don't need
you to be alive. I can
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accomplish my purposes simply by speaking,
and that's what Israel and the Wilderness is
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experiencing. Not by bread alone,
not by the means God uses to care
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for us, but by the word
by which he commands us to be cared
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for. That's the idea here,
that man does not live by bread alone,
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but by every word that comes from
the mouth of God is about more
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than Bible steady. It's about the
providence of God by which he rules and
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orders all things by his word of
command. And if God speaks, I
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will be taken care of. That's
all he has to do. And he
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doesn't want them to trust means he
wants them to trust him. So here's
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a thought for you. Once Israel
got into the land, land flow of
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milk and honey and it accomplished a
great deal the conquest and the land was
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abundant and, you know, grapes
big enough to had to carry him on
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a Palette. They were no more
secure and provided for than they were in
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the wilderness, when they lived a
day at a time, no more secure
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because their security was not in their
savings or in their abundance. Their security
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was in the faithfulness of their God
and his powerful word to supply for their
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needs. See, God, God
has infinite resources and he delights to show
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us as infinite resources and for us
to trust him for his infinite resources,
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that we don't ask until we're needy
and sor he brings us to a point
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of need, not to make us
miserable, but as one when at the
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song says, God cannot pour his
riches into hands already full. So he
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pries out of our grasping fingers all
that we cling to and then pours out
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his faithfulness upon us so that we
might know him, so that we might
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experience his infinite faithfulness and sufficiency.
And that's what God wants, not to
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make us miserable, but to lavish
his care upon us as his people.
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And so he designs the path of
our lives to be a walk, a
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path that trains us to walk by
faith, to experience my emptiness and his
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infinite sufficiency. And I don't learn
quickly. So guess what, I'm going
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to be taken a lot of experiences
that take me into emptiness, and out
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of all those all I will come
to know his infinite sufficiency. I met.
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Imagine your Israel. Imagine tomorrow morning. You wake up. You've lost
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your job and you can't find one. Your savings account. You're checking account,
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your K, your IRA and your
government sponsored social security or gone.
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There's no foot in your refrigerator,
your house is foreclosed on you, you
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have nothing. Is Anything changed?
Nothing's change. You are a secure and
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cared for in that position of bankruptcy, as you were the day before,
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with a refrigerator full of food and
a well paying job and lots of money
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in savings. Nothing's changed, because
God hasn't changed. God's Word is sufficient
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to supply for his people, as
believe it's C S Lewis says, he
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who has God alone has no less
than he who has God and everything,
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because if I have him, I
have everything. And our God wants to
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take you and me on the path
where we taste that, not where we
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do book learning. He wants us
to taste it, to say yes,
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that is true, because that is
for our joy and his glory. I
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sat with a friend not too long
ago. A man number of years ago,
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because of problem in surgery, now
lives with terrible pain every day.
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It's been all over the United States, Mayo Clinic, everywhere to get the
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pain removed, to find some way
to change the effects of the surgery,
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which damage something in his heart but
now creates this pain and nobody can do
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a thing. On most days has
pain levels between a six and and eight
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on a scale of one to ten. Some days it's worth and I sat
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with them and he said God has
been so good to me. I thought
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that's that's crazy talk, except for
someone who has come to taste of the
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faithfulness and powerful word of God to
him and the infinite sufficiency of God.
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In his affliction. He said,
Oh, I've learned so much about God.
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There was beautiful. Dude. What
of the eight says? God leads
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his people, leads you, leads
me on the path we're on right now,
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to train me, to train you
to walk by faith, to experience
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my emptiness that I might turn to
his infinite sufficiency and come to know him.
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God strips away all visible supports and
all we have is him and his
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word of promise. And when that
is true, do you want to know
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something, we're more in touch with
reality than when we're prospering. Randy,
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a number of years ago, when
we lived in the the bay area,
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San Jose, she taught at a
Christian school and there was a lady in
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a school that has just been through
a couple years of horrific suffering and it
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was now on the other side of
it and Rondie was in a conversation with
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her and said how are you doing? And here's what she said. I
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miss it. We made you miss
it. I felt more in touch with
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reality in the affliction, then I
do in my prosperity. Well, what
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was she in touch with? Her
emptiness, his infinite sufficiency. She was
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right. I would say the same
thing. The Times of most desperate neediness,
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of the experiences of his most faithful
sufficieficiency, then all is well.
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I get sleepy. And how does
God wake us out of sleep? Pain
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wakes us out of sleep. We
don't drift to this. God has to
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train us. A couple more thoughts. One is taking a walk with Randy.
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We take a walk most mornings and
number of years ago we are going
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through some really difficult times and she
said how are you feeling? And I
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said I just want to get to
the point where I don't have to trust
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God all the time. And then
I said, what am I saying now?
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God wants me to trust him all
the time, and so he trains
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me. So how's this supplied us? I've hinted that all along. There
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there, this is the Christian life, right from the beginning to the end.
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The beginning of a Christian life looks
like this. The Holy Spirit convicts
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me of Sin. He brings me
to a point of being thirsty, guilty,
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helpless and hopeless in myself. He
makes me empty and aware of my
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emptiness. Out of that he shows
me the sacrifice that covers my guilt and
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the fountain that satisfies my thirst and
the bread of heaven that I may eat
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and live forever and be satisfied,
and the light that is light in my
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darkness. And I come to be
in Christ. And then he continues that
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same pattern in my whole Christian life. By the Holy Spirit, by circumstances,
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he creates diverse trials, not to
wake me from death, but to
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awaken me from slumber, the slumber
of everything's fine, and he pries out
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of my hands again again, all
that I cling to that he might fill
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them with himself. And he has
diverse means to do that, endless means.
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Broken relationships, strained relationships, a
difficult child, a difficult parent,
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betrayal, a mean boss, chronic
disease, financial crisis, unemployment, cancer,
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infertility, the death of a loved
one, those are not enemies.
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Those are sent by God into our
lives so that we might turn away from
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ourselves, super bankruptcy and file for
his provision and his infinite sufficiency. Again
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and again. He is enough.
He is enough and he is kind enough
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to want to teach us that,
so we learn to walk by faith in
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him. He is enough, his
word of promises enough, his salvation in
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Christ is enough.